This is where I come to vent

So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I’m yours to keep And hold onto your words Cause talk is...

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 23:49:36 -0400

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Funny how things change..

Wed, 30 May 2012 06:10:22 -0400

and turns out you were right all along.

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Thu, 17 May 2012 13:25:22 -0400

I like this girl so much She’s always on my mind We have an awesome time We never crossed the line...

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 12:45:08 -0400

I like this girl so much She’s always on my mind We have an awesome time We never crossed the line She don’t wanna mess-up the friendship “Friendsies” I’m in a frenzy, ’cause my bedroom’s empty And I’m gently attempting to win her over By being as good as friend as I can be She’s tempting but riddled with doubt Friend Zone is like the mafia You’ll never get out! Ya She doesn’t know the half In my wallet I keep her photograph I’ve made my decision For you, Babygirl, I’d change religions ‘Cause in your eyes I see heaven Girl, I think about you 24/7 Befire this story ends I wanna know can we be more than friends? I put my hands up in the air Try to act like I don’t care But tonight I’m all alone Because now I’m in the Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone, Oh Ya I go the blues ’cause we’re not knockin’ the boots We’re talkin’ gossip news and shoppin’ for shoes I hate when you make me watch Sex and The City until the day ends I’m not your gay friend! But I’ll do it, just to get next to you. Just to prove I can best the rest the dudes I’m obsessed with you. I pester you. ‘Cause when we ain’t together, I’m probably texting you Ohh! You make me the maddest I just want to change my Facebook status To “in a relationship” But “it’s complicated” Well you’re makin’ it hard for me ‘Cause I just can’t walk away I just can’t walk away I just can’t walk away I put my hands up in the air Try to act like I don’t care But tonight I’m all alone Because now I’m in the Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone I know you don’t notice, but there’s no excuse To date that other dude, he’s a total douche He’s got a few broken screws, I’m so confused That Imma have to show the dude That you deserve better, and you know you do Always feel free to cry on my shoulder. Boo ‘Cause if I eer go with you, I’m sure I’ll stay I wanna leave now, but I just can’t walk away I just can’t walk away I just can’t walk away (I just can’t walk away) I just can’t walk away (I just can’t walk away) I just can’t walk away (I just can’t walk away) I just can’t walk away (I just can’t walk away) I just can’t walk away (I just can’t walk away) I just can’t walk away I just can’t walk away I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone I put my hands up in the air Try to act like I don’t care But tonight I’m all alone Because now I’m in the Friend Zone I put my hands up in the air Try to act like I don’t care But tonight I’m all alone Because now I’m in the Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone I’m in The Friend Zone Now, I’m in The Friend Zone

L-O-V-E JUST ANOTHER WORD I NEVER LEARNED TO PRONOUNCE

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 09:28:52 -0400

L-O-V-E JUST ANOTHER WORD I NEVER LEARNED TO PRONOUNCE

<3

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 13:39:25 -0400

There's a calm surrender
To the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world
Can be turned away
An enchanted moment
And it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior
Just to be with you

And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

There's a time for everyone
If they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope
Moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason
To the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager
Beats in time with yours

And can you feel the love tonight?
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest?
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

She spends her days up in the north park,watching the people as they pass.And all she wants is just...

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 06:10:00 -0400

She spends her days up in the north park,
watching the people as they pass.
And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream, is that too much to ask?
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street.
All she wants is just that something to hold onto, that’s all she needs.

Reblogged So Proud because it makes me smile

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 14:40:41 -0400

edevoil:

Im watching my little brother get happier and happier, and it makes me happy :) He has so much inner strength and courage to take on life again. Im so proud to be his big squishter :) xx

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Sat, 07 Apr 2012 13:17:22 -0400

I Feel like absolute arseee

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 13:04:19 -0400

Clearly a sign of a good night.

Spent the day with Phill, quite a productive day, Nearly poisoned ourselves by splitting a can of flea spray open and getting sprayed in the eyes and mouth!

Clever

After that we spent some time out in the sunshine enjoying the day before some caching up on the xbox! We then decided to get some beer and watch a movie. Shaun of the dead - such a classic film.

Once the film was over we got invited to Lee and Gems, i thought this would be a good chance for Phill to meet Lara :) so we both went over there with our crates of beer.

Really happy I got to spend another night with her :] even though people found out more about us than i’d’ve liked them to know haha. But to be fair “I Never” and “truth or dare” are never going to bode well when Between Lee, Gemma, Rae,Lara Phill and myself spent £96 on alcohol.. I’m glad me and Phill were invited because i really wanted to see Lara again Even though Riley wasnt there this time :(

So yeah a night of drinking, Ring of fire, I Never, Drunken Jenga, Truth or dare and Xbox kinect Twister I am suffering todayy But I definitely glad we went and Never regret a good night :)

BeepBeep :)

Wicked

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 07:25:11 -0400

So took my Jennie to seee Wicked last night.

Unbelievable performance!

I got half way to London and realized I had forgotten my pills, I’m thinking “oh well whats the worse than can happen?”

After an incredible performance and once the adrenneline wore off i found myself hobbling and this morning, woke up at 7 am as i usually do and was bed bound until 11 due to my pills being downstairs and me not able to move.. LOL :)

Hope you enjoyed yourself honey! xz

I'm definitely doing something right

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 07:03:24 -0400

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret :]

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 10:15:55 -0400

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret :]

:D

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 04:51:00 -0400

It’s gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There’s nothing that 100 men ore more could ever do
Just like the rain down in Africa
It’s gonna take some time but I know you’re worth fighting for!
I’ll fight for you
Friends are cool but we both know
They don’t want to see us together
Don’t wanna lose what I live for
I’m willing to do whatever
Cause I don’t wanna see you cry,
Give our love another try,
I bet we get it right this time,
As long as you’re prepared to fight,
I don’t wanna live another day
Without your body next to me
I’m not gonna let them break us down
Cause Baby I know now
What They say, it don’t even matter
They don’t really understand
Without each other we are barely breathing
Let’s get air in these hearts again
Cause I don’t wanna see you cry,
Give our love another try,
I bet we get it right this time,
As long as you’re prepared to fight,

Beeeeeeep :)

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 17:14:57 -0400

That is all :)

Just my luck.

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 01:50:36 -0400

So yeah Hey tumblr, i had another car crash. Had such an incredible lad day with Aaron, sunbathing, ice cream, seafood, music , sunshine.. apsolutely incredible. On the way back the motorway on the otherside of the road was closed due to a car being on fire, Every stupid bastard infront on me proceeded to slow down and be nosey forcing me to do another emergency stop, after stopping meters from the car infront of me i get plowed into by two other cars… Yep my cars now a write off!

Aaron was in a lot of pain straight away and i didnt really feel much at the time again, much like last time. I just couldn’t believe the irony, 2 days before my 19th birthday i had a car crash and 1 day before Aarons 19th birthday i had a car crash. I was really worried about my best mate so we went to hospital. The fun part of it was that we had a whole 7 miles of motorway to ourselves because we closed the road down.

Although me and Aaron are both in pain i couldnt help but think what if i had actually Taken Lara and Riley with me today, If they had been in the car i would never of forgiven myself.. I was totally gutted that i wasnt able to take her with me yesterday but now i couldn’t be gladder! If anything had happened to Lara or riley i’d probably of broken down. All day she was worrying about me, i was kinda nice; i mean i dont want her worrying it it really does show that she cares about me. Me and Aaron are big boys and we are looking out for eachother. Aaron i’m sorry you gotta spend your birthday doped up on painkillers mate, but i’m glad i got to experience it with you buddy!

I;m gutted that amber is a write off :( i christened her a name finally, a bit to late ut she’s been so good to me, Fantastic first car, Did so much with her espeiclaly the trip to durham, im proud to of been her owner. RIP Amber.

Off to the doctors later and then to my solicitor, long achey day ahead of me then off to see Aaron for his birthday later.

Definitely appreciate having Aaron as a best friend, He doesnt hold me resposible at all, if anything he says he was glad to of had me behind the wheel because i may well have stopped us from plowing into another car, i couldnt of done it without him (his big head slowed the car down) :P Love you bro!

Such a good day at the Redshaw's

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 18:34:43 -0400

So i had a really good day :D Woke up to a beautiful text :) then went to work and it went quicklyy - Sun was shining on my drive to watford to see Katie for her bbq :) Met lots of people over again, sober enough this time to introduce myself. Best news was though, was that i got to do something i wanted to do but didnt think i’d get to do today so im going to bed very happy :)

Yayy

I’ve been looking under rocks and breaking locksJust tryna find yaI’ve been like a...

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 08:26:00 -0400

I’ve been looking under rocks and breaking locks
Just tryna find ya
I’ve been like a maniac insomniac,
5 steps behind ya
Tell them other girls, they can hit the exit
Check please…
Cause I finally found the girl of… my dreams
Much more than a Grammy award,
That’s how much you mean to me

You could be my it girl
Baby you’re the shit girl
Lovin’ you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl,
This is it girl
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long,
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You’re my biggest hit girl

Can’t seem to stop you from… running, running
Through my, through my mind, mind
Just keep it coming, coming
Til’ I make you mine, mine
You’ve got that something, something
I wanna be with girl
You’re my greatest hit girl
Just say this is it girl…
Hey baby…
Don’t you know you’re my it girl

You could be my it girl
Baby you’re the shit girl
Lovin’ you could be a crime
Crazy how we fit girl
This is it girl,
Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long
And put you in the middle of my spotlight
You could be my it girl
You’re my biggest hit girl

What a weeekend.

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 20:32:31 -0400

Finished work at 5 on Thursday 10-5 nice easy shift. Friday was Laura’s birthday, [fr thing wasnt very well but we still went Camden after a few in the bell. Spent a lot of money out in Camden..more than i usually would but was a good night out with my friends. Saturday, now i had been looking forward to this for a while.. It was everything i had been waiting for a more :)

Feeling on top of the world right now. Now i just gotta figure out when i get to see them again.

Goodnight Tumblr :)

When the past makes you feel like shit...

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 18:05:20 -0400

…knowing that it’s not affecting the present makes things so much better.

You’re not normal, you’re special to me.

Things like that make the difference :)